In the Midst of Struggle – Finding Light and Hope

It’s been one of those weeks. The kind where inspiration feels like a distant memory, passion seems to have taken a backseat, and every step forward feels heavier than the last. As I sit here, typing out my thoughts, I can’t help but wonder – is this what it feels like when passion fades? Does the fire that once fueled our dreams and ambitions simply extinguish over time?

I’ve always harbored this nagging fear in the back of my mind: what if, one day, I just lose the passion? And right now, I’m grappling with that very thought. Does God bestow us with a passion and a purpose, only for it to vanish into thin air? Honestly, I’m searching for answers.

But here’s what I know for sure – He knows the path laid out for me. He knows my heart, and He certainly knows that I’m struggling right now.

Someone emailed me today, saying, “I’m so glad to see you thriving in business right now.” Initially, I thought, “If only they knew…” But her words stuck with me. Maybe I am still thriving, just not in the ways I’m accustomed to or expecting. Perhaps this is a period of growth in disguise, a time to be grateful for the unseen blessings.

Life’s trials often make us question our self-worth. Financial woes, failed relationships, the lack of… well, just about anything, can lead us down this path. Why do we equate our worth with our successes and failures? Why do we measure our value based on the tangible and the temporal?

God never promised an easy journey. He spoke of trials and tribulations, of valleys as deep as the peaks are high. And perhaps it’s in these valleys that we truly discover the strength of our faith and the resilience of our spirit.

This brings to mind Philippians 4:6-7, which says, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” It’s a reminder to hand over these anxieties and doubts to God, to trust in His peace even when our own understanding falls short.

I think today’s a good day for some soul talking with God. It’s time to lay it all out, to sort through the noise and find some clarity. Maybe jotting down what I have and what I lack will help me see all the blessings I’ve been overlooking. I encourage you to do the same if you’re struggling.

To anyone else out there who’s feeling the weight of doubt, who’s questioning if they’ve still got it, who’s unsure about the road ahead – I see you. You’re not alone in this. Let’s remember, even in the quiet, even in the uncertainty, there’s a plan and a purpose. Let’s keep walking, one step at a time.

Remember, even in the darkest times, there’s a flicker of light waiting to be kindled. Let’s find that light, together.

With love and understanding, Beth